24 Sep 2025 12:24 pm
I believed with all my heart that conceiving a child through an anonymous negro donor was a great idea. I thought the strongest sperm would make the journey, so the longer the line of black fellas, the better.*Roshambo » 22 Sep 2025, 3:12 pm » wrote: ↑ Greetings. It is a pleasure to connect with you online. Do you consider yourself to have been a good mother? I hope you don't mind my inquiry, but was your son ever diagnosed with any social or psychological issues? Did your son ever mistreat family pets or possess a collection of deceased insects? Was there a "killing jar" ? Do you feel any accountability for his actions? What circumstances led your son to select an avatar depicting a black man with a crack pipe in his mouth and feces on his face?
Even though I was booze dependent during the pregnancy, I cut way back on my drinking to give Murdy-poo a chance. I was drinking just enough to avoid DTs, because I felt DTs might harm the little bun in my oven. So, four shots of liquor was my daily limit, which I rarely surpassed.
I raised him in a dress until he was school age, because they were so much easier to get from churches and thrift stores. But as soon as my Murdy started school, I found him some jeans and even a few boy shirts to intersperse with his blouses and tank tops.
He had a lot of sexual issues at a young age - mainly diddling any of the few boys whose parents allowed them to come to our home.
I caught him talking another young man - a black fella - into something he referred to as "plating." It wasn't pretty, and it didn't smell good.
Do I feel any responsibility for what a sewer rat my son grew up to be? Frankly, no. I did everything I could to assure good genetics. I cut way back on my drinking. He always had clean dresses and blouses. I was a darned good mom, in my opinion. I have no idea why he turned out the way he did.